i realize my obsolescence and my strange desire for something that never existed or, if it did exist, ceased to exist a long time ago.

i’ve been setting up YaCy servers like gangbusters but for no actual reason that i can discern.

sure, i believe in the power of decentralization, however, the cause seems lost. people couldn’t care less about privacy and the power struggle as long as they can find cute things on facebook. but now i just seem bitter.

odds are better that i’m just disillusioned.

it’s so much like watching the earth from the moon. no matter what you do on the moon no one knows or cares about it back on earth.

but i’ve been on an insomniac bout for the last couple weeks so pardon the blatant pessimism.